27-10-2018: Feast of the Beast, Halloween at TENCLUB
I’m ready for this unique party, are you?
Beautiful bandits, evil villains, wicked creatures of the night, we know you are out there. Wandering around hiding behind your good people masks. This is the time to reveal yourself, and step out of the shadow. Everyone has a dark side. We challenge you to dare to see it, not to fight it but to face your monster. Join us for the most mysterious halloween party in town; Feast of the Beast, Nes 116-118, Amsterdam.
30-09-2018: La Gran Finale Closing Blijburg
A big adventure with many strange travellers will be attending this last event from this fantastic events place and beach for many years. Don’t miss it, be there!
We are invited as IAM4FREEDOM with a MEDITATE4FREEDOM and we will enjoy later this peculiar event where a lot of people from the party scene will be gathered.
Here a link to get the tickets and an idea of the outfits if you can not imagine one + some pretty guests.
22-09-2018: Elfia on Saturday was great, the best day to go because the weather was horrible. We enjoyed talking and taking pictures. You can find them on my Instagram and my Facebook. I will post them here 2.
This was my outfit and make-up made by myself. I hope you like it xoxo
30-08-2018: M’era Luna was great and my 4 days in Germany enjoyable.
You can see some pics here from us having some fun. Xoxo I hope you like it.
05-08-2018: Gaypride was amazing, I’m glad to be part of it each year and to show my support 2 the GLBT + rights doing our PHOTO4FREEDOM action. Xoxo have a nice evening.
If you want 2 see the pictures from it you can follow the link:
Where can you find me in august and september?
I’m busy preparing the next events.
- Saturday 4-8-2018 gay pride on behalf my organisation ALL4FREEDOM
- Saturday 11-8-2018 Mera Luna only on Saturday as a guest
- Saturday 22-9-2018 Elfia as a magic figure walking around
- More 2 come: sometimes I get invited to events or I go myself to places I discover or someone tell me, just last minute, spontaneously or a private party.
08-07-2018: I have uploaded 3 new video’s on YouTube.
You can see them there, my news and I will post them 2 on my video menu.
Me defiendo bien
Feeling yours, a collaboration I did with a duo living in The Netherlands, 2MenTall. David Kox and Megalito Napoleao.
11-06-2018: You can already see some of the pictures from my last photoshoots, go to the pictures menu. I will keep posting more as I have them ready. Thanks so much for visiting my website.
24-05-2018: I have been busy with 3 photoshoots. First I planned 2 but I got a new idea when I saw the many accesoires, clothes and make-up I took 2 the location.
Here some making of pictures and videos. I hope you like it xoxo
05-05-2018: 5 may it is Liberation Day in The Netherlands.
Do you love freedom, festivals and wish to work on your inner freedom as well? Then come and meditate with Jeroen at 14:00 on the Dutch Liberation Day. I will be taking pictures!
This MEDITATE4FREEDOM is a co-production of Iam4Freedom – All4Freedom – Freedom4All, Vrijland Festival and Moderne HippiesVrijland festival, and it will be held by Jeroen Aalders, one of the 2 initiators of ALL4FREEDOM.
Be there, Be Zen!
For tickets 2 the festival, check their website:
27-04-2018: Kingsday was a blast, like almost every year I’m part of the DASBOAT, organised by the owner of LLoyd-Acardi. We always have loud music, good vibes and good people on board.
See here for an impression:
23-04-2018: April 23 was my B-day and I went to Utrecht. I had a great day and it was fun to make some pics in a multicolor tunnel with an underground, fluo- psychedelic style. I knew this tunnel from the time I went 2 Utrecht to some parties when I came live in The Netherlands.
16-03-2018: I uploaded on YouTube one of my tracks from my Magical Instrumental I, Digital EP, expected to be released in 2019, see below and/or go 2 the video menu.
This was inspired by my trip to Nepal years ago, this version is specially dedicated to Sanjay, a beautiful extravagant/night butterfly who died 2 years ago. I decided to make some musical arrangements to the original version. I ended having 4 versions from the first composition.
I hope you like it xoxo
6-03-2018: The past Sunday I made a new photoshoot, the ice landscapes and different places were nice for it.
I thought about trying an eskimo-inuit-viking style.
Here some pics from the making of. I hope you like it. I will post some pics here and on my different social media profiles. Xoxo
25-02-2018: I’m finish editing the video for my track “Calling my name” appearing in my upcoming digital EP this year. I hope you like it, it’s probably one of the most chill, ambient, ethereal songs I have created, but jeps! inspiration is always surprising.
Where can you find it? On my youtube channel and here going 2 the video menu. Please give it a like and views on my YouTube channel. Much appreciated.
14-02-2018: Happy Valentine’s day everyone.
I got this precious. I’m so happy about it!
09-01-2018: It feels good to say 2018. Anyway I hope you are all having a good start of the year. I had a good time during the NYE King of the gypsies costume party. You can see the pictures online and a funny moment behind the scenes below.
31-12-2017: Happy New Year my lovelies and make the best of it, enjoy whatever you do and don’t drink to much as I’m probably going 2 do. See my picture below I’m already diving inside the glass, I’m just joking! Usually I can’t drink 2 much because I get wasted ;-) and because my illness. I will see how far I can go.
24-12-2017: Merry Christmas everyone, enjoy it whatever you do!
15-12-2017: I have the picture of the kokoshnik my mother made for me years ago.
I’m so happy I have it with me now, it is colourful, this means I’m g0ing to match the makeup with it. I hope you like it lovelies xoxo
13-12-2017: I’m back from one week in Barcelona. Now I need to prepare my costume for NYE, with the theme ‘King of the gypsies’
I took a nice headpiece my mother made for me when I was 16 years old, it’s a very beautiful kind of kokoshnik-tiara and I will be using it for NYE.
I will post a picture when I have the time to make one.
25-11-2017: I’m back from 3 days in Ibiza. I had some appointments there to check bars, restaurants and night clubs to play live.
I’m almost finished mixing my ‘We are all clowns’ Digital Ep. Every time I start listening to the songs and making a selection I get stuck in the middle and I never end what I’m suppose to finish.
I’m not really good in mastering but I think I’m going to publish the tracks soon and leave it as they are, otherwise I will never be satisfied. By the way I have been since 2013 creating the compositions and mixing the tracks for both new Ep’s, I’m still busy with the second one, ‘Magical Instrumental I’
To give you an impression of one of my tracks it can be considered as finished, listen to the track ‘The right to be yourself!’ I did uploaded yesterday on Soundcloud and I thought it would be nice to share it with you.
Have a nice Saturday lovelies, I keep you informed.
13-11-2017: NYE theme party is coming! The theme is already revealed ‘King of the Gypsies’. It is an easy theme, normally I need a lot of time to make or to think about what I want as my outfit. For this one I have already 80% of the outfit, I’m lucky this time!
You can see some ideas and pictures from the organisation LLOYD-ACARDI from who I’m one of the promotors, night butterfly, artist and part of the creative minds team for almost 7 years now.
4-11-2017: Sprookjes Cafe was a blast, really a magic atmosphere and fantastic performing arts in every room you moved in. You can see an impression here. Once again I enjoyed being part of it. Soon I will upload the pictures, you can see already some if you move to the performances menu.
21-10-2017: I’m back from Ibiza, where I did my unconventional dark mermaid princess photoshoot. You can see some of the pictures if you click on the pictures menu. I hope you like it. I did a short preview video for my song ‘CALLING MY NAME’ soon you will find it in all the online stores, it is a track appearing on my new upcoming Digital Ep.
19-09-2017: I’m busy editing a video for my track ‘Running faster” this song was released in 2013 as one of the tracks from my Digital EP ‘EGO GOES EGO’.
You can see one minute from it on my Youtube and if you go 2 the videos menu here on my website. I will post the complete video as well when I’m done. I hope you like it xoxo
6-09-2017: I got an answer from Instagram, saying I need to send a picture holding a clean sheet of paper with my face and my hand visible and a code written by hand on that sheet of paper. Maybe there is some hope to recover the account!. I did sent the picture today at 16:30. It is solved I’m back on IG again, lucky me.
06-09-2017: For some unknown reason my Instagram account was deleted or deactivated after a popup window appeared 2 days ago asking to verify my telephone number (don’t do it, otherwise you will be hacked or deactivated) and after receiving an sms with a code, apparently coming from Facebook. One day later after introducing the code, I got another popup window where I needed to insert my password otherwise I couldn’t see my IG account, I did it twice because it didn’t worked, that was the moment where a message popup appeared saying I was violating their policy. I could sent my username after saying I didn’t find it right, but I’m still waiting for an answer. I don’t even see my account, I’m afraid it’s been deleted, maybe it’s been hacked whit this verification code, I have heard from some other IG users that there was a bug and that the accounts are only deactivated, now it is up to them and their friendly help-desk, where you can’t even mail or call someone (who is violating the rights of who). Wherever it is, it sucks!.
I have been almost 2 years working hard to get my followers in an honest manner, I didn’t used an app to increase my followers, I invested hours commenting, liking others profiles, following other profiles, etc. If you were one of my followers, you know that.
Really this confirms what I already knew, after of seeing a lot op people experiencing the same thing on IG lately. Instagram and Facebook they control your profiles and it doesn’t matter if you are honest or not, they will do whatever they want with your profile, using the excuse that you are violating their policy. So take care about your profile, because you could be next. And be careful with your competitors and with your followers, because maybe in there you have followers who they’re reporting you or blocking you, a nice way to kill your profile!
I will let you know if/when I’m back and I hope you follow me back again. The irritating part is that I can’t see who were following me, I can remember like probably 200 but not all the almost 4000 I had ;-(
Xoxo and my question is: to be or not to be on IG.
This month I will be busy 2 creating my dark mermaid costume for my photo-shoot in Ibiza, while I will be taking some days off for vacation. Here you can see a preview from the textile and some things I’m collecting for the headpiece. Xoxo
In October 2017 I will be finishing mixing my digital Ep (We are all clowns) and preparing my acoustic repertoire for in Ibiza end September. I’m usually more active those days on Instagram than in other social media. Be sure to follow me there to see more pictures and edits. Xoxo lovely darklings and followers.
My last photo-shoot inspired in Cruella de Vil went really well, it was a strange day, it was raining the all morning and suddenly at 14:00 the sun came up and we decided to go further with the shoot. I visited many places and mansions and lucky me when I was outside of one big and spectacular house I saw a men waking towards me, he said are you going to stay outside? or are you going to come inside? this was a mansion of a rich owner and the pictures of course resulted in a more Cruella de Vil atmosphere due to this. You can enjoy some of them going to the pictures menu, I will keep posting more as I’m finished with the edits.
Castelfest was fantastic, a beautiful place to be, nice medieval bands, shops and costumes. You can see the pictures I will be updating going 2 the pictures menu, and please scroll down to see them, thank you so much!
Elfia was a great experience, nice crowd, many photographers. I made a selection from all the best costumes. I hope you like it, you can see the pictures selecting the pictures menu.
Elfia 29/30 of April. The best fantasy costumes event from Europe. I’m so glad to be part of it. I will be singing shortly one of my songs while I’m showing my costume on the parade. This was one of my dreams!
I’m making a video animation for the song “Dreaming Glass”. I started today but I was so inspired that I almost finished. You can see a screenshoot and listen 2 the track.
I update my logos, the original black and white version and another one with pink. I will be using them for my products and branding.
I made a new photoshoot 2 weeks ago when it was snowing in Amsterdam. You can see a preview, soon I will post the pictures here and on Instagram.
I’m back from Barcelona. I did the recording for my next acoustic video for the song “She”.
New Year Eve freak- show was fantastic and a blast. Glad I can be part of this exclusive party every year!
The last track I made for my upcoming album: We Are All Clowns!. Soon you will find the Album in all the online stores & Spotify. I’m happy to announce my second collaboration with the duo from Denmark Share A Cherry. Take a listen to this track!. Come tomorrow to my party and support the cause Come DANCE4FREEDOM 4FREE Only donation at the door I will be there from 01:55-02:05 Be there!
I’m busy with the track for the next DANCE4FREEDOM edition, just the vocals and arrangements, but first I need to learn the new Logic Pro x, quite irritating, but I’m half the way. Here you can hear a short impression of the instrumental version. This is a collaboration I made with a duo from Denmark, Share A Cherry. I’m really glad we worked together on this song ” I’m in the spotlight baby ” and are working on other tracks. We found each other in the styles varying from synthpop, industrial, dance, electronic and many more. This is the reason we teamed up! Listen 2 the track here: Soon we are going to launch the events of the modern human rights organization Project Aware, feel free to like our Facebook Page. The event is about sending out a signal of freedom and the right to be yourself! Thank you so much in advance and pay/share it forward!
You can listen Paranoico and Where we all go-I? @Soundcloud. End of this year @Spotify and all the online stores. Patience xx
At the same time I’m finishing mixing my Digital Ep: We are all clowns!